Wednesday, August 27, 2008
I'm Sorry T_T ♥
10:38 PM
This incident happen this afternoon... in the library
i was teasing some1 i truly care about so much that i made her break into tears
i didn't mean to do it on purpose... really...
its juz tat i was so foolish enough to tease her at the wrong time
she usually just laughs along with me...
but apparently she wasn't in the mood today
and i was so foolishly stupid to not notice it...
she is nervous and stressed over her oral presentation 2ml
she asked for my help but i was still fooling around messing with her essay
eventually... she got real upset and left
I felt bad for teasing her and went looking for her at the computer lab...
coincidentally, i saw her walking out of the toilet
her eyes all red and watery
at that instant i knew i had did somethg terribly horrible...
I Made My Dear cry for the FIRST time
I did not wish or intend for this to happen... but i just did...
i went over to her side trying to comfort her...
knowing that she is really hurt by what i have said,
i felt the pain of my aching heart as well...
There was nothing i could do... but comfort her and appologize sincerely
watching the tears rolling down her cheeks was really cutting me slice by slice
each cut going in deeper and deeper...
It was really heartbreaking
I was having a bad day and she was there to cheer me up
buying me a new pen and donuts...
But in exchange i made her cry...
i must be the worst kind of BF in the world... T_T
I know its not much use appologizing now, what's done been done
But i wish for her forgiveness
If she were to do bad in her oral, i would feel so so bad
because i did not give her my full support and help...
Anyways, this post is specially dedicated to my Baby
Telling her that i am truly sorry for what i did earlier
I promise to never make her cry again and make it up to her in some way
Please Forgive my foolishness and stupidity...
Sorry Sorry Sorry >_<